We're two silly souls on earth. Found you.

From Di

"You need to regroup yourself, get out of the situation and see yourself in the situation. Do not be afraid of change, stagnatation leads to pain rather then a clean death, people around you would get tired of your excessive thinking. Stop divorcing yourself from your emotion to protect yourself. Try to create a balance between emotion and reality, help is nearby if you need one. Laid down your groundwork before jump into something new."

Some contradictions in the reading. One such major is: if people are gonna get tired of my excessive thinking... then who can I get help from? I divorce myself from emotions to protect myself... issn't that the way to do so? If not, hurt is definitely lurking around ne. Hmm... well, I'll see what we can do about it. Thank you.

crazy daughter

等啊等，等了又等。
再等。
已是时候要回家了。
没想到，这种等人的孤单行为又再重演。
我的人生就是为了等待吗？
请问，等待的究竟是什么？
好不想去想（甚至知道）了。。。
累噎。。。
你们在哪里？

No one to entertain, and be entertained. Creep.

In case you dont know

I dun say things which you would like to hear, but rather because I feel like saying it, and so I speak.
So if I sense that you think I would like to hear those sweet words, heh. Know what? It's disappointing. Because unsincere words chase me away the most.
And I'd prefer to take more pix of my gals.
That's how hard to please I am. A flaw I guess. As I do not know which way to please you. Your egos.

oh?... you made me so happy... haha~

http://miva.zodiacal.com/acro.mv

Pxx Yxx:
You don't fair well under inharmonious conditions. You are very peace loving. You can get very upset when you are frustrated. You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. You can be quite inventive and quite curious. Your independence and freedom are important to you. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood.
Anna:
You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind. You must learn to give 'wise' service and not be a martyr. You have a need to be up front.
Chew:
You are a quick study, and can be self-taught. Your curiosity can get the best of you, but you must learn to concentrate. You work hard to achieve material success through your own efforts. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood. You have high aspirations and a cheery disposition.

OKOK, so I hate to be misunderstood (repeat so many times for what sia)... how true... because I DO have a problem of expressing my thoughts clearly. (The arguement of being blunt or not is always at the back of my mind.) And most people always misunderstand my intentions. So I've decided to shut up and refrain from leaving anymore comments on people's blog... unless that person understands me WELL. Heh.
Try it... it's quite true for me... at least all the points stated are true. =)
Must show me yours! XD

beer and hp

潜在的意念十分强烈的噢。
For example, you know that your hp is gonna drop into the mug of beer. You want it to drop into the mug of beer.
Yet, you wish it will not drop, for it will only mean money pouring in to get another hp, and we all know in Singapore, everything is freaking expensive.
Yet, sub-consciously, you wish it would fall, to prove your point. That you know it's gonna drop.

And it DID drop. Plop.
You laugh. Nope, not because you're high. Because you were right afterall. You saw it coming didnt you?
And afterwards while the fun part is over, you curse yourself for being a moron unable to prevent the accident which you had three chances to save it from getting soaked in beer. You realised... that you did NOTHING to avoid regrets. You HAD to let it happen, coz you want to experience it. 好韧性啊。。。

The above incident didn't happen to me, I'm aware of my own 意念, just trying to rephrase a recorded entry.

hey

Too many flowery words, I cannot accept them.
I will run away, as fast as I could, before the words touched me.
Don't do that if you like me as a person. I'm a careful being.
And so we learnt.

fake?

对不起，今天（最近）有许多（吐）诉苦的行为，我知道这让人无法忍受。
请再让我“发表”多一会儿好吗？
拜托别再跟我说有多可爱、多漂亮，我听腻了。因为我根本就不是如以上所说的啊。我非常明白。请别把我当成是街上的那些美媚。
大家是在敷衍我吗？夸奖对我来说是无价值的。
漂亮但为什么没人爱？所以咯，我是个丑八怪。
你说我办事能力高，但为何又不给我事情做？你可知我快要疯了吗？
（我认为我已疯了。）

好容易被骗啊~
为何，为何对我如此温柔~~

Digging Ophelia

Yes... I am obsessed with Ophelia and her madness ever since I know how to read. So sue me for liking any songs (Rasputina - Dig Ophelia) with her influence.

I fell down in the toilet this morning (First time ever, for I am always a careful person). Body and head slammed against the concrete floor, HARD. I thought I was gonna die. But I got up feeling no pain at all. Can't feel any bump on my head even!He really doesn't want me yet.
The thing that I worry now is that some other family member is bound to slip too. And I don't want anything to happen to any of them.

想法。。。为何？

从前我认为我能靠苹果过活。小孩的想法就如此天真吧。
最近有个人要我到他那里采苹果。。。有点儿感动。。。我是否太容易被感动了？
好危险噢。
采苹果。。。很吃力吧。。。但也带有罗曼蒂克的感觉哦。
可惜的是，这很难实现。。。
好想现在就飞奔向那儿去。逃离这被背叛的漩涡。
你能了吗？

今早看到朋友的朋友坠楼之事件，读到世人种种的看法、劝解等，最后我还是要问，你们有谁能真正了解他当时的感受？是冲动吗？没人知咯。
世人，请不要渲染成章。

hey

You(s) made me happy today you know that?

嗯

没有人会想到。。。我说到，就做得到。
很快的。。。