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有时候，太阳的耀眼光芒会掩盖了我们的视线。
一点的黑暗是必然的。。。
人类总是相信亲眼看到的，但他们忘了视线很容易被遮盖。
就好像一个老师曾说过，许多人类无法相信耶稣是因为他们未曾看到或经历过。。。
（当然语言也是可遭扭曲的。。。）
但是，难道耶稣得每年死给我们看吗？
到头来。。。要相信谁呢，这要看你最终是不是个清醒之人了。
一个人将他的心都搬出来了，你还看不见吗？
瞎子呵。。。

等待的音符

I like reddish maple leaves, so even when I see a fake one, I must take a pix!

其实我找个钢琴‘教师’。。。也并不是想到会学很多。。。只是为了打发打发时间罢了。当然从好久以前手指们就很想与钢琴共舞了。
所以当你提醒我，说我家里没钢琴时，我觉的你好像掌了我一巴。
也没什么啦。。。我告诉自己要加油，因为好不容易找到肯教我这个白痴的好心人 *笑*
即使没人替我加油，他们懂什么，对吧？
我的认真是真的。。。:/

怎么说怎么说。。。
既然有个人搞坏了我这美好的早晨！
唉，为什么会一直遇到如此坏人！>.< 讨厌！

She said I have too few blythes. Hey! I'm not a money making machine! I have other things to consider, so can't always splurge on my dolls k!
And pullips in my OWN opinion, are B E A U T I F U L... at least 范范 is! So no point keep repeating pullips are ugly pullips are ugly. Say so many times wont make me change my mind or brainwash me whatsoever. This is the same case as telling me Fann Wong sucks in her singing (which I totally agree) and acting. I like her alot lor, so whatever you say is your point of view, and normally I wont give a hoot, unless you give me the impression that you are trying to make me agree with you.
In any case, it goes to show I'm more open minded than you! Argh... why do I keep bumping into such people? Am I too critical or what? Hmm... no ne, still got some very nice peeps around. Argh... why is the world so balanced?! I hate it.
And don't gimme such pressure!

Why, that person never confirm with me about tonight's event? So am I included or not? Argh... I hate last minute decisions, coz I tend to move very fast. And I dont wish to land myself into more hassles by reaching home already, then telling me tonight is on. And also... I want to have something to look forward to in the day mah.

I still can't view my blog from home... think this is gonna be a permanent issue? And Qiqi says she can't see it too. Just a piece of blank page. Hmm... so touched that she wants to see it anyway, haha~

I'm starting to 自言自语了。
Just as the words of my sub-header suggests... this is the song I used to teach the whole squad to sing... because we felt we were being treated like invisible. Hmm... I miss gals' sch life. :/

A week is enough time for a whole lot of things to happen. I wonder what's left next? Nobody will clear up the mess.
I will be watching on only.
And as transparent as usual.

Today is a boring day.

蒙梦

昨晚睡不着~
今早又做了个莫名其妙的梦 *倒*
所有我认识或相识过的人都出现了哦~
现在想不起大家聊了些什么，但心情十分愉快！
只记得有关 blog 的一些内容...为什么要这样写等等。。。
拉拉扯扯的。。。
最奇怪的是我既然画了个 Renoir 的画！当中就有少许的困难。。。（废话）然后又有‘高人’指点。这‘高人’是谁呢，嘿，我想是梦错人了。 -___-''
就是照样的，在脸部分上色还是有难度，咳，连梦也脱离部了我这短处！讨厌~
Anyway, 真的是太有趣了，所有的朋友都集聚在一起。
不认识的都认识了。
这不就是现在现实的写照吗？

"给我死心的理由　誓言融雪时别沉默　
我的美丽只剩哀愁 　
怕看见温柔眼眸　怕断了唯一的出口　
就无处可躲 　
你时而热情时而冷漠的双手　多叫人心痛 "
-F.I.R
Normally I would skip this type of song... because there's none interesting to listen to (yawn). But it's always these type with lyrics that 撕破你的心脏。Heh.

There's no point. No more words left.
It's all laid out.
The doll stopped spinning because there's no one left to dance for.

"i only wanna do something i can to make him happy bah"
"but... well, i make him happy but he makes me sad"

That's from a friend cum ex-colleague. How true...
Why do kind gals like her not get any happiness?
:(

唉，说到底，我还是个不重要的人物。。。（记：配角与主角的LJentry）
究竟何时呢？
有点消沉的意念。。。不，一直以来都是这般呀。。。
请别问我有关他人的事，问问我一下不好吗？
もう、关系はない
（我）真的是那么透明吗？

今天好像有许多东西写？:/

头，躺在桌上
脑袋缓缓进入凝滞状态
不知是否还在呼吸
安静它悄悄笼盖
了你的视觉
变成你瞬间的世界
看不见听不到
感受不着，也罢

Strawberry milkshake 好好喝哦！>.<
不是中了陶吉吉的毒，而是这首歌的魔力太强了！哈哈~ “爱我还是她？”

Actually I'm supposed to write Chinese in this blog, because it feels good. But for this entry, I'll do it in English, coz it's faster...haha
This is the theme song for movie "Closer" by Damien Rice - The Blower's Daughter. First time I heard it, I am in love with it already. Hmm... it's a very simple yet difficult song to perform, because you have to make it sound empty yet full of feelings at the same time. -.-
Then the lyrics is in repeat mode... so it can be a disaster. Yet in this case, the words tend to linger in your mind... and have you recall your own time when you can't take your eyes off someone...

"And so it is Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me Most of the time
And so it is The shorter story
No love, no glory No hero in her sky
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...
And so it is Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze Most of the time
And so it is The colder water
The blower's daughter The pupil in denial
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...
Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new"

PS: There's no cut on blogspot? Or how do I go about doing it? Don't like messy entries ley. I want to cut the lyrics...

讨厌

不知如何发生的，这个月我陷入了干枯处境！
觉得自己好可怜！为什么！
更烦人的是我无法从家中上blogspot的网页！我的blogspot叻！
为什么！！！
哎好闷好烦，好想向人撒娇。。。还是回家看娃娃们吧。
好怕我会将它们卖掉叻。。。
发薪日请你快来啊~ (其实才刚过呐。。。)
反正6/13和didi又没空陪我。:(

来来往往

好啦，正式的entry。
当一个人的性格多变，只有一个blog是不够的。
脑袋里总是有至少两个想法，有时要写还是不写呢。。。
不写会对不起自己吧。
不写会感到寂寞吧。
要写又得想到他人，人家对你下的judgement,有时好残酷。。。
但又要那种judgement来平衡自己吧。
好矛盾对吧？啊黑猫就是如此。。。>.<''

3rd time

Needed another space where I can breathe. =)