Here I come, England!

Oh, I didnt make this public on LJ, but it's ok to do this here.

Places decided upon in UK:
England- London, Salisbury, Land's End, Oxford, Warwick, Birmingham, Nottingham, Liverpool, York, Bath
Scotland- Edinburg, Glasgow, Isles of Skye
Wales- Swansea, Cardiff

We have already booked the accomodations which are bloody expensive consider we are only lying around in hostels! I'm awfully not keen on spending big pounds on accom and food... coz my main purpose of travelling is to see, see see! Accom, is when I will get to bathe and sleep only. I wont laze round in beds! Food... not really wanna poo too much. Hence, expect lotsa photos!

It will be nice autumn in September, so I reckon the pictures will turn out well.
I love cool weather, and the accents! Yes! Hopefully... there will be more joys than whines. And I sure hope to experience the culture in some places instead of 'touch and go' since we are visiting so many places, accoding to a friend.
Will route out a proper map nearing the date.

This time, I will get a proper log.
:)

pain

我真不知该如何走出这谷底。
每当我以为我已痊愈，却是陷入更深，难道就不能回头了吗？

It sounds way pathetic, but I can only find consolance when I hide inside the toilet of the office to cry my eyes out. I dont know who to talk to, who can help me, but I dont think I deserve it. Argh, I hate to feel the tears drip down.
I hate this misery emotion running inside of me; alot of times, I wish I really can put down everything, because there's no tomorrow. I guess that will be something new, wont that be?

Please make the headache go away.
Please make me forget everything.
I dont need memories or reminders.

I know I can write this here and not be judged.
Indeed, I've fooled everyone.

The longer we are set apart,
The more I found myself in love with you.

This shouldnt be the case, bscause I am left in misery.
And if I should hop on this misery to the next,
I would choose to do so.
For it is as great as the pain of being burned in fire.

The words I couldnt say.
The words you wouldnt know.