I am a sloth

Between you and me.
There's really no motivation left to go on.
I guess, even the most perked person will be brought down by my moods.
It wont be a shock or anything.

No one can help it.
When you lost something which you thought you found after a hard search, the least expected moment, suddenly, left you in nothing, which you came from, all it did was to disrupt the initial plan, and you must go on. So go on with the plan, that has no time line. Now, tomorrow, later, soon. What difference does it make?