找不回
嘿，到了八月谷底。
I have been thinking, have I been too transparent? In the past I mean?
Perhaps I'd let it been too easy.
太活泼、太乐观、太积极。
把大家都当好朋友。
也就这样，很容易被人利用吧。
毕竟，我摆出着“来利用我”的标语。Well, that's what I felt about the people around me then.
In a way, perhaps I'd let it been so, as I wanted it easy to make friends, and be popular.
In the family, I suffered the sandwich syndrome. If only I am more pretty.... or maybe, if I am nothing but common, then perhaps, my family will pay more attention to me, and not critizise me for every little things that I do. Sadly, I am not perfect, and nowhere near it!
不知何时，我丢了原有的开朗态度。拥抱的是黑暗自私的一面。
眼看人家开心地混入自己的朋友当中，我被遗忘了。
自己变了很多，越来越小心翼翼了。小心到会考虑有车的朋友是否会认为我在利用他，而不敢叫他出来，最后还被他骂。
这是活该吗？
现在，我只能娱乐自己，看大家那么开心，我也不需去扫他们的兴致。
只要维持现状，渐渐消失就好了。
我，会有什么下场？
配角的命运会改变吗？
I have been thinking, have I been too transparent? In the past I mean?
Perhaps I'd let it been too easy.
太活泼、太乐观、太积极。
把大家都当好朋友。
也就这样，很容易被人利用吧。
毕竟，我摆出着“来利用我”的标语。Well, that's what I felt about the people around me then.
In a way, perhaps I'd let it been so, as I wanted it easy to make friends, and be popular.
In the family, I suffered the sandwich syndrome. If only I am more pretty.... or maybe, if I am nothing but common, then perhaps, my family will pay more attention to me, and not critizise me for every little things that I do. Sadly, I am not perfect, and nowhere near it!
不知何时，我丢了原有的开朗态度。拥抱的是黑暗自私的一面。
眼看人家开心地混入自己的朋友当中，我被遗忘了。
自己变了很多，越来越小心翼翼了。小心到会考虑有车的朋友是否会认为我在利用他，而不敢叫他出来，最后还被他骂。
这是活该吗？
现在，我只能娱乐自己，看大家那么开心，我也不需去扫他们的兴致。
只要维持现状，渐渐消失就好了。
我，会有什么下场？
配角的命运会改变吗？
